Have you ever just sat and thought … Fuck, I’ve been through alot of shit.
I promised to tell you about this life’s crisis. Some of you may know that I have had a boyfriend for a year. But we have not lived in the same country. We are planning to move to the same country finally after summer. I’m waiting for it all summer and that day was supposed to be today. The day When my miss you will end.
But …It does not stop. I’m not move. Because he left me. Just a couple of days before move day.
I had already there a job and everything. But now, I had to cancel everything. Now I do not have a job, home or relationship. Cos ofc I need move out of this flat today also here in Malta.
Reason. People always want to know the reason.
He said “I just want to focus on my work now and I want to be single.” That’s all.
Fuck !!!really!!!? Job!!!
All these months I’ve been waiting for. Be Understandig and supported you for everything. And now You just throw me away!?
How someone can be so selfish and cold?
My heart is totally broken. I know I’m crying for a long time, because I loved him more than anyone ever. He really broke me. 💔
Bags are now packed. And now I sit here to buy some flights and book the hotel.
Really empty feeling.
Stay tuned, so you know where I go and what happens next…
Cirque le soir